"In fact, when I fell, I didn't even hate her! I loved her so much, I even thought that I would be willing to die for her, as long as she could remember me, or even as long as she could cry for me, it would be worth it!
At that time, I was even holding the Chinese herbal medicine tightly in my hand. I was wholeheartedly doing it for her own good. Even if I died, I wanted to hand the herbal medicine to her.
But guess what… "Lao Si said this, and the cold light in his eyes disappeared. In fact, when he said this, I could probably guess what happened next. It should be that the Gu girl did not have any love for him, which made Lao Si very disappointed, so he hated the Gu girl so much. But unexpectedly, a smile slowly appeared on Lao Si's face.
That was a self-deprecating laugh.
"Haha, you would never guess. A few days later, I woke up. I woke up in her house. When I woke up, I thought I was lucky enough to have survived a disaster, and I was so happy. I thought she must be worried when she saw me covered in wounds after saving me. I wanted to sit up quickly and tell her that I was fine, so that she would know that I was still alive! But the moment I stood up, countless worms fell from my body…
At that time, I was so devastated that I even doubted whether I was dead. This body had already rotted. I was really resurrected. At this time, she came in. As soon as she came in, she smiled at me. She said, "I'm alive, I'm alive, I succeeded…" Later I learned that the herb she asked me to pick was for a kind of Gu worm called "ghost medicine".
This kind of poisonous insect is very strange. It has no effect on living people and only on dead people. Because of this, few people know about this kind of poison.
The reproduction method of this poisonous insect is a bit like that of a silkworm. When the adult grows up, it will turn into a moth. The juice of this moth has a special effect on corpses, which can delay or even prevent the decay of corpses. When the adult lays eggs, it must eat a lot of herbs to successfully lay eggs. The small insects must parasitize in the corpse to grow smoothly. After a month or two, the small insects that drill out of the corpse will parasitize on the living, eat up the blood in the person's body, and then turn into adults.
And so it goes, endlessly.
It was then that I realized that the witch had never loved me. She loved insects even more than she loved me. I could understand that. She wanted to study ghost medicine at the time, but to grow ghost medicine, she had to have Chinese herbs. So she asked me to collect herbs, which I could accept.
But I died while collecting herbs, and she didn't even cry for me. Instead, she used my body as a breeding ground for ghost herbs!
It would be fine if she didn't accept my sincerity, but she even trampled on it like this. Tell me, how can I swallow this?"
When Lao Si said this, his eyes were red. He was very excited, and there was even a faint light in his eyes. It seemed that he was not lying, and he had no need to lie. I was now completely desperate and no longer had the energy to fight him. What could I do to fight him? He was unkillable anyway, and I was the only one who would die.
"From the moment she smiled at my wounded body, I no longer loved her. I think God couldn't stand it anymore and told me that Ti Baiwan must die . He resurrected me just to let me see the true face of that woman and then take revenge on her.
Actually, I did give her a chance later. For several months after that, I was unable to move around easily, and the witch often came to see me. At first, I thought she was concerned about me, and I was a little touched. But soon I realized that I was wrong. Every time the witch came to my room, she never looked at me, but lowered her head to look at the poisonous insects in my body.
The Gu worm is here. How many times have I stared at the top of her head? She could see my face as long as she looked up. I even thought that as long as she looked up at me, I would forgive her. Tell me, am I very cheap? But she didn't even look up at me once. For several months, so many days and nights, she didn't even look at me once! "
As he said these words, Lao Si pointed to his chest.
I understood what he meant, and I could sense Lao Si's despair. If what he said was true, then that witch was really too much.
"A few months later, I didn't die. Then one day, the cave girl put on gorgeous clothes. I heard that she was going to enter the cave. Entering the cave, haha, she was so sinful, but she wanted to marry the Gu God and become the God's woman? It was just a joke.
The day before she went into the cave, I took her down to the bottom of that mountain.
I let her climb up the mountain to pick the herb herself.
She was a girl who had never done any heavy work. If I asked her to climb the mountain, she would definitely not be able to do it. I thought she would say something soft to me, but she didn't. She climbed halfway up the mountain again and again, and then fell down from the middle of the mountain, covered in blood. The blood dyed her clothes bright red, like a wedding dress. In the end, she still picked the Chinese herbal medicine.
The next day, she entered the cave and married the god.
From then on, I understood that all the people who like Gu magic in this world are not good people. Since they love insects so much, I will let all people be eaten by insects. From then on, I studied the things related to Gu magic left by the Gu woman. The Gu woman has a high status in this Miao village. I can study any Gu insects I want. Because I have hatred in my heart, I learn very quickly.
Later, these foolish Miao people recognized my witchcraft and asked me to take over the position of the cave girl. This was exactly what I wanted.
After becoming the priest, I was like a fish in water, and soon planted the poisonous insects in everyone's body. I want them all to die, leaving no one alive…"
When he finished speaking, Lao Si's voice became calmer.
Even when talking about killing people, there was no wave in Lao Si's eyes. To him, the lives of so many Miao people must be sacrificed , even his own life, was not as important as a woman back then.
He indeed loved to the extreme, and also hated to the extreme, but the hatred was ultimately not as great as the love. Until the very end, he did not kill the cave girl to take revenge, but simply let her enter the cave.